For convenience sake...and to preserve our anonymity, in this blog I will refer to my wonderful Wife as Q....as in my Queen...and where needed, i will refer to myself as k....as in Her knight...as i am sworn to serve Her every need and command. And it is by Her strict guidance that i am able to attempt to please my Queen! i hope i am not repeating someone else's moniker for each other...since no idea is 100% original...if i have please be assured it was by accident...

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

"You're Leaking Already?"

A few moments ago...i stepped out of the shower...and as i was drying off...i noticed the CB-6000S lying on the vanity counter next to my razor...the message was clear...my heart raced as i stepped back into the shower to shave smooth my balls and the area around my penis...i couldn't keep from getting an erection as the thought of all the possibilities...all the implications of surrendering my penis to Her, to keep under lock and key.....and to do with, or to do nothing with....anything that pleases Her....ran through my mind as i soaped up my genitals, and gingerly ran the razor across the tender flesh of my scrotum...



When i had finished and dried off again....it took a while to assemble the cage onto my penis and balls...due to the fact that i kept getting a semi and had to wait for it to subside...when it was finally secured...i called downstairs to Q....she came into our bedroom with a satisfied smirk on Her face...She dangled the little lock in front of my face from Her pinky before sinking to Her knees...ever so slowly...Her lips barely grazing my naked chest and belly....as if She were preparing to go down on me...."You're leaking already?...Have you been playing with your little pee-pee slut?"...slightly embarrassed and feeling like a guilty little boy....even though i hadn't done anything wrong, (Q has the ability to make me feel like that at any given moment!)....i had to explain my erection predicament as Q snapped the lock into place...i was afraid of the consequences i would have to pay if Q really suspected me of masturbating without Her permission or supervision....but She seemed quite amused...and pleased with Herself!!!




She rose up and kissed my cheek...giving my balls a playful squeeze..."I thought it would be fun to look at some porn together on the computer tonight!", She said...."Why don't you post a few pictures on your blog for all your little jerk-off buddies...and when I come up I'll find us something really hot to watch!"....and with that my Wife swished Her fine ass out of the room in that way She has of getting a man's attention....



i sit here now at the computer...writing this...maybe i will post a few photos on the other blog....but i know...when Q comes back up....it will be hot, sweet torment for me...because watching porn with my beautiful Wife is one of the erotic joys of life...but being locked in a chastity device...well...the straining of my penis trying to achieve it's full potential will turn from uncomfortable to downright painful...and i know i'll either be servicing Her orally...or watching Her pleasure Herself...and this i am grateful for...i hope i am allowed to worship Her pussy tonight...but from the look in Q's eye earlier...i saw that "I'm really gonna fuck with you tonight" look...and there is no limit to Her creative deviousness once my Queen's juices get to flowing....



i'll say it again...i am so lucky...so blessed to be married to this Woman...i adore the tortures...i adore how She loves me...and i love Her with all my heart and soul....




Sunday, March 27, 2011

When A Bare Bottom Spanking Is Too Loud

(i am re-posting this from my other blog - i Honor Her , This was a post from January of this year....But because Q found it necessary to dish out a little discipline last night...and this is the technique She chose....i wanted to share this with you....And though quite painful while it's being administered...the resulting dull ache...much like a severe case of blue-balls...continues on long after the punishment is over....and i seem to find the residual pain some how enjoyable in my own weird, submissive way....)




There are nights when Q decides that i am in need of a punishment or

a maintenance spanking....but with our son asleep in the other room...

a conventional bare bottom spanking can make too much noise!

One of Q's creative alternatives, is to cover my face with Her panty clad bottom...

so that my yelps won't be heard....and She proceeds to give me a ball spanking.

With much less smacking noise...and my face buried beneath Her lovely rear....

Q can administer Her corrective guidance....and quite effectively i might add....

with little or no worry that the small amount of resulting noise...

will wake up our sleeping son.

And no matter the pain....(and there is loads of pain!)....i always end up,

believe it or not....

with a full blown erection by the time She's through....so i am left for the night

with a leaking hardon....a set of sore balls....and still must endure

whatever scolding my Wife may deem necessary!



(and sometimes She just does this to amuse Herself as well!!!)















Thursday, March 24, 2011

i Can Tell You From Experience

i posted a photo on my other blog-i Honor Her , that after further reflection deserves to be elaborated on here....you see...the photo depicts a submissive male...naked, on all fours, eating off the floor like an animal...the reason i should write about this, is that Q has on occasion, found it amusing to humiliate me in this very manner...always i am made to be naked...the what and where are determined by Q's mood!



That my Wife can choose something as degrading as this...and find humor...even satisfaction in forcing me to eat or drink with my bare ass in the air, and my face and mouth to the floor...proves a real cruel, and sadistic streak runs through Her...one that i have had to learn to accept just as surely as i have to accept my masochistic yearnings....and as in the blog spot- Subservient Husband (to a loving wife) - so aptly describes how it feels...being ordered...to be used...to be forced into doing unpleasant...degrading acts...even of a non-sexual nature...truly is a gift to us subs as it actually elevates our Domme's status in our psyche...and very surely plants us deeper in the bonds of mental as well as physical submission...and this in itself does produce a sexual turn on deep within me...even to the point of when there are times when there is no sexual contact between Q and myself...that in itself becomes a sexual act to me as Her submissive!



There have been times when Q was enjoying a simple snack...and She would toss tiny morsels to the floor...then order me to use my mouth to clean them up....She has had me play "Naked Waiter" to Her...preparing and serving Her a formal dinner...where She dined alone, with me naked and serving Her meal...refilling Her wine glass...and when She was through eating...She ordered me to the floor to eat the crumbs She had accidentally "dropped"...and there were plenty....                              (Q-twin)
all the while She enjoyed a cocktail and cigarette while laughing and making cruel remarks at my expense....                                       
                                                                                                        




And there was the time Q pissed right in the kitchen floor and had me lap it up like a grateful dog...this i chronicled in the post - Sunday Afternoon : part 2  , (and now that i think about it...i never have finished sharing with you how the rest of that afternoon went...maybe i deserve a sound spanking for not following through!!! "hint-hint!!!") Licking up my Wife's piss was by far one of the most humiliating...and at the same time, highly erotic moments shared by us since beginning our journey into and through the D/s lifestyle...Even though i am required at times to lick Her pussy clean after Q goes pee...drinking Her urine from the cold floor was an altogether deeper level of submission...totally!








And i could not begin to count the number of times, Q has had me to jerk off while on my knees...naked before Her...and then...as with every orgasm i am allowed...made to clean my come off the floor with my tongue...once, early on...while exploring Her dominant side...Q gave me a very hot, teasingly nasty blowjob while i was tied to a kitchen chair...and at the completion of which, She spit my sperm out onto the tile floor...untied me...and literally shoved me out of the chair...where i fell to the floor and was made to beg to consume my own sperm that had just had the honor of being in my Queens mouth!....In those first months of submission to Q...having to eat my own come while my Wife looked on was a very hard and humiliating thing to get use to...yet there i was...a naked object being forced to lick up his Wife's spit, and his own semen off the kitchen floor....On one hand it thrilled me sexually to be treated as such...but to be degraded in such a manner by one who loved me...to be laughed at as i consumed whatever amounts of come had been coaxed from my balls...well...i use to find it hard to look Her in the eye for the first couple of hours after this...due to the sheer embarrassment i felt at how low i would go just to gain some approval in Her eyes....but like She said...if i wanted an orgasm...what comes out...has to go back in ...every time...no exceptions...that's the price Q demands for allowing me orgasms....



But the photo that has inspired this post...is of a naked slave-boy on all fours eating ice cream...this hits very close to home and i shall tell you why...Most evenings...after Q and i retire to our bedroom...no matter if any kind of sex or "play" takes place or not...i am required to light Her cigarettes and kneel naked on the floor...on Her side of the bed...holding Her ashtray while She leisurely smokes...i fix Her a nightcap if She desires one...give Her foot rubs...serve Her in the bathroom...whatever Q wishes...TV shows...working on my blogs...reading...everything else is set aside when She commands...and rightly so...And on the occasions when a late night snack is desired...such as ice cream...i will prepare two bowls, and bring them to Her...and while Q reads, or watches a show...or even cruises the net for porn (which i find hot as hell!) i will once again be slave-naked...spoon feeding my Queen Her dessert...patiently waiting to enjoy mine until She has finished with Hers...usually Q will have another smoke after Her desert...of course with me kneeling before Her again...When She is done...it is now my turn for ice cream...only by now mine has completely melted....and Q sets the bowl on the floor and orders me to feed....the combination of humiliation...the sweet treat...and Her giggles and not so kind remarks, usually gives a rise to my penis...which causes more laughter and even more embarrassment for me...




i can tell you from experience...spankings...scoldings...bondage...rough sex...all that aside...Once a Woman discovers just how pathetically willing a man is to obey even the most degrading and humiliating command at the snap Her fingers or the look in Her eye...She can and will take every opportunity to drive home the reality of his lowly status as Her "thing"....Her slave....and in turn...this truly cements in his mind the fact that She is in charge...that She is The Queen!


 





Saturday, March 19, 2011

A Post i Was Reading From The Blog - Subservient Husband (to a loving wife)


i have just read the most recent posting on the blog spot - Subservient Husband (to a loving wife) - This particular posting articulates so well the feelings i (and most male subs i imagine) get when serving my Wife when She harshly chastises me...or when She's feeling particularly Bitchy...to be made to know that She really is my superior...this is actually a gift i should be thankful for!...Please follow the link to Subservient Husband's post - What Happens When The Wife Says, "NO" - i hope this speaks to you as it did to me!


 

Thursday, March 17, 2011

i Always Notice A Difference

Last Saturday, my son and i spent a great day together...just us guys...We went to the Zoo and Aquarium...then caught a very funny movie..."Rango"...it's got plenty of laugh out loud humor for kids and adults as well...lots of fun...lots of laughs...lots of snacks...by the time we returned home late that afternoon...Q was already back from Her afternoon of 'Me Time"...which, if you've read my previous post - (Q Just Phoned )...consisted of an afternoon of getting Her world rocked by the very same guy, who dropped by Her office earlier this week and fucked Her doggy style over Her desk during lunch...



She was showered and fresh...very happy to see us both...and we all had a great time out on our patio as i prepared our entire evening meal on the grill...Q was very relaxed and bubbly...laughing and cutting up with Her son...taking every occasion when She was close to touch or kiss me...giving me playful swats to the seat of my jeans when She walked past...



i always notice a marked difference in Q's demeanor after She spends a few hours in the arms of another man...i mean...there is a difference between the after-glow She gets from Dominating and being served and satisfied by me as Her submissive slave...and the way She is after, by all accounts a thorough and proper fucking from any one of Her lovers....whether it's a full blown "playtime" D/s scene...or just me orally serving Her at bedtime...afterward, Q has more of a haughty...triumphant...and yes, mellow sort of attitude and mood...whereas after an hour or two of hot sex with a boyfriend...Q is so bubbly and laughing...Her face seems softer...less stressed...younger even....She becomes even more loving and affectionate...or sometimes just plain happy with the world around Her....






i have to admit...that a part of me feels jealous...and i have some regrets that i don't seem to be able to produce these same, exact results for Her...but as Her submissive...i am grateful that my Wife can find, give, and receive pleasure in any matter She sees fit...that She finds joy not only in being a Domme to me...and a Cuckoldress...but also in being a Hot Wife...and an exciting and seductive lover to other men that She finds desirable...It is a testament not only to Her role within our marriage...but in Her confidence in Herself, and in the knowledge that whatever She chooses to do...sexual or not...that i am committed to supporting Her wants, wishes and needs...to bending to Her will and aligning my wants (and my will) with Her's!...Deep down, i know that the pleasure i give Her through my service and submission...is apples and oranges compared to what She gets from bedding down other men...and that in turn Her taking other lovers is for Her pleasure alone, and is an act of Domination over me as well...and if i feel any pangs of jealousy or regret...or when i do get aroused at the thought of other men taking their pleasures from my Wife's body...this is a by product of , and just that much more evidence to, the power and effect Her authority and control over me has on my mind and body....so it comes full circle for the both of us...Her choosing when, how, where, and who (myself included) She wants to play with...by my accepting the fact that She is truly Dominant...and that i am truly Her submissive husband...this means Her pleasure and happiness is my primary focus...my sexual pleasure is provided strictly by Her....how, when, and where...all Her choices...by accepting all this, on this level...it ensures that much more gratification and fulfillment for the both of us....



Later that evening, Q came to bed totally naked...i watched as She lit a cigarette and reset the clock as it was daylight savings time...(something i forgot to do!) i was already naked, in preparation for my usual services of kneeling and holding Her ashtray...serving Her when She goes to pee in the bathroom...rubbing Her feet...etc...maybe She would have me worship Her pussy and ass...knowing another had quite possibly possessed them both earlier in the day....instead, Q climbed into bed and sat right down on my penis...as She smoked and smiled down at me, it quickly swelled to it's full length beneath Her...Her pussy lips were so soft and hot against my erection...looking down i could just see the head and part of the shaft peeking out just past Her clitoris...i began moving my hips against Her...trying to maneuver my way inside Her...this brought a gentle reproach from Her for me to remain still...i gazed at my Wife's naked body...so agonizingly sexy how She sat atop me smoking...showing off the curves that just a few hours earlier had brought so much pleasure to another...Her pussy had my erection trapped between it's folds...and held there beneath Her weight...how very symbolic of our whole relationship....She the Top...i'm Her bottom...Her body...Her beauty...Her pussy...Her will...Her creativity...all so overwhelmingly in control of me!  And i so very willing to submit!




When Q finished Her cigarette...She lay on top of me...kissing and loving on me with Her hands...She told me how much She loved me...and how great a husband and father She thought i was!...with Her head on my chest...and my arm around Her shoulders...Q gave me a soft, slow handjob...no lube...just Her skin against mine...slowly stroking...fingers tracing the length of my fullness...Her hand gently, then firmly kneading my balls...then returning to slowly pump my hardon...urging me to come for Her...and come i did...in strong, throbbing spurts....i moaned and shuddered...i shot hot semen, arcing across my stomach and chest...some landing in large white drops on Q's cheek...She continued the same slow, gentle stroking...milking every drop my balls had to offer...i began to squirm some as Q massaged my penis, even as it grew limp in Her come covered hand....which She then held to my mouth to lick clean...when that was done She began to use Her tongue to gather up the larger globs off my chest...then kiss me deeply...transferring my come  from  the tip of Her tongue to mine...for me to swallow that which She had coaxed from my body...i licked the drops off Her cheek as well...Q was smiling so sweetly...i marveled at how much in love with Her i am...We spent the rest of the evening talking and giggling like we were on a date or something...neither of us mentioning Her afternoon of carnal delights with Her boyfriend...as i once again held Her ashtray while She smoked...we stared into each other's eyes...Her from on top of our bed...and me naked, my penis hard again...on my knees, on the floor...looking up at my Queen...adoring Her...and from the look in my Wife's eyes...She adoring me....

                                   
                                         i swear...i always notice the difference! 









Friday, March 11, 2011

Q Just Phoned....


 In my previous post...i told you about one of my Wife's lovers dropping by Her office yesterday, and helping himself to a quickie with Her...and Q bringing home Her soiled panties to cram in my mouth while i posted Her photo choices in this blog - ( Q's Picks : With A New Twist)...Well...Q just now phoned  from Her office...She informed me that Saturday, while my son and i are at the zoo and the movies...She will be treating Herself to some well deserved "Me" time...by going over to that guy's apartment and getting Herself something much more thorough than a quickie!!!...Funny....i wasn't aware until just now...that my son and i had such a fun filled day planned for tomorrow!!!







Thursday, March 10, 2011

Q's Picks: With A New Twist

Q has chosen some more photos to share with us...images that speak to Her...that turn Her on...photos that reflect Her sexual fantasies as well as reality...it always makes me horny as hell to view erotic images through Her eyes...from Her perspective...this time as She showed them to me...and before She had me post them...She has used this as yet another opportunity to exercise Her Dominance over me...to thrill and humiliate...and arouse the submissive slave within Her husband...She has decided that my posting Her picks...every time...is to be another symbolic act of obedience and submission to Her will....tonight She had me lay face down across our bed, my bottom elevated by two pillows underneath me...Q then proceeded to stripe my bare ass with Her cane...She  then painfully and unceremoniously shoved a brand new, six inch plug up my ass...and, apparently Q had a quickie in Her office today with one of Her boyfriends who stopped by for "lunch"...She says he took Her hard and fast from behind as She bent over Her desk...She used Her panties to wipe up the cum he sprayed all in the crack of Her ass after he pulled out of Her hot little pussy...She threw those panties in Her purse...and they now are crammed in my mouth...dried cum and all...and they, as well as the butt-plug...per Her orders...are to remain in place until i finish blogging Her selections!....and on "my" other blog - iHonorHer - as well! So here...with no captions or commentary from either of us...are Her chosen photos for you to let your own imagination run wild with...please leave some comments to encourage Her...or to show your appreciation to my beautiful Wife for these images...She certainly is making my blog work way more interesting!!!  

   

(She even found a couple of Q-twins Herself...these i labeled with Her permission)











                                                             (Q-twin)















































































































(Q-twin)




(Q-twin)










































Wednesday, March 9, 2011

i Was Thinking / i Was Remembering : First Time Strapon Sex





i have been reflecting on the very first time Q strapped on Her big, black, 10" cock, and in less than thirty minutes...irrevocably changed the entire dynamic of our relationship...i mean...think about it....how can any Woman...mount a male...and penetrate...invade...his anus as if it were a vagina...fuck him through the pain...until he begins to respond...to push back...meeting Her thrusts...moaning like a dirty little slut...how can She ever look at him in the same light as before?...That is before She sodomized him into a totally surrendered, quivering, sweating, state of submissive ecstasy...moaning and useless at Her feet after the humiliating, role reversing experience that being fucked by a Woman with a much larger cock has on the male mind and body...The answer is...neither one will ever look at, or respond to the other, the same way as before.



Just a little over two years ago, our marriage was in serious trouble...we were facing the very real possibility of a divorce, that neither of us truly wanted...so it was that at the eighth month mark of us being separated, living miserably, living apart...that Q came to me with a proposal that She felt would preserve our marital union...She informed me that She had known all along about the "perverted" web sites i was always checking out on the computer...(i could feel my face burning with shame and  embarrassment from the lies as well as the subject matter...and some relief that my "secrets" were out)...yeah...those web sites about Femdom...spanking...Hotwives and cuckolding...She said She knew i sat there like some dirty little boy, whacking away on his dick while dreaming about all those nasty things i was reading about...Soooooo....Q announced, that if i really wanted to make a go of our marriage...She would be willing too...provided that i agree to Her rules...Her way...or no way...it didn't work the way we had been living...maybe She said...if She were to use my fantasies to "our" advantage...the reality would be a marriage led and controlled by Her...sex only on Her terms...all decisions, (though shared and discussed)...would ultimately be Her decisions...and i must willingly and immediately submit to any and all forms of punishment and discipline that She deems necessary...



Needless to say...i agreed on the spot...i could not believe my sudden good fortune...a way to save our marriage...and my dreams and fantasies that i had harbored for so many years...always to afraid to share...to be truthful with anyone about...were now to become reality...But friends...the reality of someone being in total control over you...of being expected to be submissive, all the time...not just sexually...but in all areas of day to day life...is a very difficult task to perform...thus the necessity for quite frequent and harsh punishments...an alpha male's transition to being the submissive partner in a relationship that may seem to cater to his fantasies...but in reality is a complete focus on Her...is much harder than someone who just wants their bottom spanked from time to time can imagine...



That very day...Q took my belt from my jeans...had me drop my pants and whipped my ass and legs for the very first time...i had never dreamed my sweet, beautiful Wife had it in Her to be so vicious and merciless...but She had done Her homework...She had visited and studied all those sites on the web that held my masturbatory attentions...She learned as well as felt intuitively that any spanking delivered half-ass was equal in the mind of a naughty boy/man to no spanking at all...so from then to now...all spankings are to the full extent of how severe Q sees fit...



Those first few real spankings not only left me sore...they were a reality check on how things were going to be for me if i expected to remain married to Her...it also left me feeling very different around Her after they had been administered...i was grateful for Her attentions...but the unspoken communication between us was of the nature that things had indeed changed...but this "feeling" i had was nothing in comparison to the aftermath of the first butt-fucking She gave me...

                                                             (Q-twin)


The first time Q stood before me wearing Her new dick...Her Feminine  stature, and pure sexual power over me seemed to increase right before my very eyes...i felt helpless...inadequate...emasculated...and very, very turned on...my penis sprang to attention but fell far short of measuring up to my Wife's cock!...She had me look upon Her like this for a long time...to fully appreciate Her new place in our relationship...and then to make sure i  fully understood my place...She ordered me to suck Her dick for the first time...i have to say...seeing one's Wife looking down at you while performing fellatio on a huge rubber cock attached to Her crotch...is a humbling, and transcending experience...i began to sink into that place known as subspace for the first time...(seems as if i had lots of firsts to look forward to in my future!)...Q kept me going down on Her cock for a very long time...my knees got sore, my jaw was aching...She had me light a cigarette for Her then ordered me, "Back on your knees bitch...keep sucking My dick till I'm ready to fuck you!"...Q smoked leisurely as i continued to blow Her...it crossed my mind that if this were a real dick...i could at least make it cum, and then it would be over...with a mouthful of cock i looked up at my Wife...i couldn't remember ever seeing Her more beautiful...She seductively drew on Her cigarette...then gave me a look of amused contempt that thrilled, and scared me to the bone...(What must She think of me now...on my knees blowing a 10" cock?) ...Would i still be a "man" in Her eyes?




But it wasn't until Q had me lube up Her dick myself...getting it ready to penetrate Her not so virgin husband's asshole...that i really began to wonder at the wisdom of taking the next logical step...see,  i had in the past...secretly used a small, thin vibrator to masturbate anally with...and Q had many times in the past...slid one or two fingers up my ass while giving me blowjobs...and She always managed to make little jokes about me possibly being "a little faggot" as She massaged my prostate till i came in gallons, all in Her hot, talented mouth...but now my Wife was having me prepare that huge black cock i had just been sucking on...to get it ready for Her to fuck my ass with...now all those photos and films on the internet...all that jerking-off and "wishing my Wife would do that to me"...all those men getting it good from their women didn't seem like such a hot idea any more...Her cock looked enormous!...and if my jaws were aching from going down on Her...what was going to happen to my poor anus?



Then came "The Moment"...the first time...when She ordered me over the edge of our bed...when She instructed me to reach back and spread my own ass cheeks..."Wider bitch-boy!" i remember Her saying with a stern laugh...i was so humiliated...and frightened...and ashamed that i wanted it almost as much as i didn't...i felt the huge head of that rubber dick pushing against my backdoor as i instinctively tightened up...this made no difference though...Q pushed slow and steady...insisting...controlling...laughing...i felt my sphincter opening...wider...beginning to yield to the superior force of entry...i was groaning in pain...it hurt like hell...there was no way this was going to fit in my ass...yet i knew that's exactly what was going to happen...i felt Q stop the pressure...the cock head poised half in and half out..."The Moment" was now...Q said..."I want you to know honey...that from this moment on...though you will still be My husband...everything about us will change...nothing, and I mean nothing will ever be the way it was again!"...and before i could respond, let alone think about the implications of what She had just said...Q gave a firm, steady push with Her hips...forcing about three inches of thick black cock into my ass...i felt as though a hot poker was branding my insides...i begged Her to pull it out...and She did...almost...only to shove it a little further in on the second thrust...i do not know or can i retell how long it took or everything i felt and thought...but Q was determined...and She made sure that i took every inch She had to offer...and then proceeded to give Her husband a right proper butt-fucking...the part i do remember though...is that i began to relish the invasion...the fullness...i do remember the feeling of Her big dick hitting my prostate...i remember moaning like a whore...and i remember when it was over...Q looking down on me in triumph...in complete confidence that i was now Her bitch...i remember shaking convulsively as waves of latent pleasure rushed through me...i remember lying in a huge wet spot of cum...Her cock must have made so much contact with my prostate, that all that come came seeping out without me even feeling it...now there was no hiding the fact from Her...that Her husband definitely responded to having his ass fucked with a big, huge dick...




What i have really been reflecting on is the hours and days that followed "The Moment"...later that day...and into the next few...being with Her in the same room...sharing dinner...riding in the car...whatever...the three hundred pound gorilla in the room was the fact that Q now views Her husband, me, from a totally new perspective...i can't imagine a Woman's thought processes on seeing Her "mate" enjoying himself at the receiving end of a huge dick...but...i do know...that the lovers Q chooses to cuckold me with are not viewed as someone She can sodomize at the snap of Her fingers...and that puts me in whole different category than most men i suppose...and to be fair...She was 100% right...because my perspective of Her changed also...from that moment on...i have somehow become very accepting of not just my role in the marriage...and what is expected of me...but also Her behaviors...Her choices...Her wants...Her needs...Her demands...Her expectations...Her way of loving me...and every time Q gets in the mood to really throw it to me...i eagerly bend over...or open my legs to submit to the humiliation...the pleasure/pain...the loving that's within the act of this type of intercourse...because this is yet another process by which She has not only chosen to subjugate me...but to ultimately, out of love for me...save our marriage!





   

 
     




Sunday, March 6, 2011

It's Really No Chore At All



Q has really been in the mood for dishing out discipline lately...today after Granma picked up our son for the afternoon...Q said She wanted to see me in the kitchen in ten minutes...naked..."and bring My strap with you!"...my heart began to pound in my chest with dread...laced with anticipation...Her leather strap is one serious spanking implement, and Q always means business when She uses it on me...for that matter...Q never "takes it easy" when it comes to spanking me...even when it's playtime...and this would be my third spanking in a weeks time...and i hadn't a clue what i had done to deserve one...though deserving a spanking is not necessarily a reason needed for my Wife to bend me over for a real ass burner!.... 



i went upstairs and stripped...retrieved that menacing strap from it's hiding place in our "toy box", and awaited the appropriate amount of time before meeting Her downstairs in the kitchen...i wanted to follow directions exactly here...not too early...and certainly not later than She had instructed!....



When i came into the kitchen She was talking on Her cell...laughing and carrying on with whoever was on the other end...without even bothering to look at me...Q held out one hand and i gave Her the strap...She continued to ignore me as She went on about Her conversation...and i stood there...naked and anxious...thinking about the inevitable...and despite my dread...my penis was beginning to swell...the sexual thrill of the impending beating was overriding any sensibilities i may have had...Q must have talked another ten minutes as i stood there waiting...by then i had a full hardon...as She said Her goodbyes...i saw Her glance at my crotch...."I gotta let you go...I need to go over a few things with my husband and he appears eager to get started!"....When She put Her phone down...She glanced at my erection and said..."Don't worry about that little thing...it won't be hard for long."


Q slid one of the chairs from the breakfast nook to the middle of the room and ordered me to bend over the back of it with my hands gripping the seat..."Do not let go of the chair...Do not leave position until I say you can...understood young man?"...."Yes Ma'am."...i was in position...waiting for Her to begin...sometimes She leaves me in position a few moments before starting...standing behind me...i can feel Her eyes on my nakedness...my balls suddenly feel very vulnerable and exposed...sometimes She will take the time to smoke an entire cigarette...making me to wait...causing me to dwell on what i 've done , or wondering why i'm being disciplined...anticipating what's fixing to happen to me...sometimes lecturing me as She smokes and walks around me...cat-like...circling Her prey...This time though, Q placed a piece of paper on the seat of the chair...it was a list of chores numbered one through six...though we have a cleaning service come in once a week...i still have responsibilities around the house...but these tasks  looked to be over and above the normal duties expected of me...i quickly realized Q was giving me tasks to simply amuse Herself...or to maybe just exercise Her right to have me do whatever the hell She pleases..."Read it to Me...from the top!", She stated....



"Number one...Vacuum all carpeting and rugs"....WHAP!!!....the four inch wide strip of leather struck my naked flesh with searing force!....the sound of leather striking skin echoed like a rifle shot in our kitchen..."Number two...", my voice already sounded strained...."Sweep and mop all the tile, and all the upstairs and downstairs hardwood floors."....WHAP!!!...again that vicious leather connected with my upturned backside..."Number Three- - - -" Whap!!!...indeed Q had been right...because by now my erection was gone and forgotten...."Number four- - - -" WHAP!!!...now the blows were lifting me up on my tip toes...i swear Q must have been swinging that strap from well behind Her back....i stammered on the next chore listed,"Number five- - - -" WHAP!!!..."YEEEEOOOWWWW SHIT!"...the fifth blow from the strap connected square across the backs of my thighs...i had a death grip on the seat of that chair...i was beginning to do that swaying, hopping little dance us spankees know so well..."Next one...read it to Me!", Q shouted..."Number six- - - -" WHAP!!!...."OOOOHH - OOWWWW GODDAMMIT!!!!"...this one too smashed across the very sensitive backs of my thighs.....my knees began to bend..."Do I need to wash your mouth out with soap also little man?"...i shook my head no...forcing myself to remain in position...to still myself...and to keep my bottom presented in the proper position for punishment..."Those are the chores I want done this afternoon...understand?"...."Yes Mam!"...i said....WHAP!!!...."And, I expect them to be done in ample time for you to cook my dinner tonight as well!"...WHAP!!!..."OWWWW PLEASE...", Q stopped the beating at ten licks from that leather strap....the last one She delivered so hard i thought She would knock me completely over the back of that chair!!!...After allowing me to stand...She handed me the strap, and told me to put it away...get dressed, and get busy with the housework...i almost wish She had required me to do  my chores naked...my jeans were really very irritating on my blistered bottom...

                                                                (Q-twin)

Needless to say...i spent the afternoon today hard at work...not only making sure my tasks were completed...but done as close to perfect as possible....there is nothing like a proper spanking before one's chores...to act as an incentive to do them right the first time...because after one has been spanked by my Wife....one doesn't dare chance another corrective session anytime soon!





As i worked...i noticed Q looking at some femdom porn on the computer...it appeared that She was collecting pictures...maybe to share with us on this blog once again...i really hope that is the case...later i chanced back by and saw that She was watching a movie where two young studs were really throwing it to a very hot MILF...Q's free hand was absently rubbing Her crotch through the thin material of Her running shorts...Her fingers began to slip inside through the leg opening...i knelt beside Her on my knees and asked if i could be of service...She smiled at me...turned off the computer...patted me on the head as if to say 'Good doggy'....and said "No babe...I can handle this one!"....then She was off ...up the stairs to our bedroom...so not only was my Wife watching internet porn while i was doing housework...now She had gone upstairs to pleasure Herself behind closed doors while i finished the ironing....i truly, truly love that Woman...being submissive to Her is sometimes as frustrating, and humbling...as it is satisfying...

                                                                (Q-twin)


i'm writing this on the laptop in bed with Q tonight...my backside is literally aching...i was hoping all that porn would have made Her horny and want to play....i guess She took care of that Herself this afternoon...because other than making Her a couple of cocktails...lighting Her cigarettes and holding the ashtray for Her while on my knees...the closest i've come to any sex tonight is when Q went to pee and She had me kneel before Her at the toilet to lick Her pussy clean when She was done!...But God knows i have dreamed of having to serve Her in this fashion for years...and now i am blessed to do so everyday...and that my friends...is really no chore at all!