SHE CALLED FROM HER OFFICE....

 

Q phoned me from Her office this morning..."Hey honey!....How's your day goin?....Uh-huh...yeah...good...ok...Well...the reason I called...was to give you a heads up!...See...I'm really in that mood today baby....you know....the one where your ass is in really good trouble?" (i began to get that sinking feeling in my gut, but a steady rise in my jeans!) ''Sooooo....fair warning....tonight your going to find yourself bent over and tied down good and tight!....Because...the way I'm feeling right now...I'm going to spank your bottom till you won't sit down for a week!" (She said this while giggling like a school girl!)

Before i could stop myself...the words were already flying out of my mouth...."But what did i do?....i'm sorry!....Why are you mad baby?"

The reason i went there so quickly...is because this past weekend...i received not one, but two punishment spankings....And i readily admit that i deserved them both!....Saturday morning found me over Q's lap...my penis hard and throbbing against Her bare thighs....despite the fact that She was really pissed because of a substantial amount of money i unwisely chose to spend without consulting  Her first!....But my erection shriveled away quite quickly once Q switched from spanking me with Her hand...to viciously beating my bare bottom with Her wooden hairbrush!...She even stopped during my spanking...to lock my kicking legs with one of Her's...so as to keep me from thrashing off Her lap! And despite this...all was forgiven after my punishment...and that night...we even made passionate, sweaty-hot love to each other! (With Q always on top of course!)

 

Sunday...as our regular readers may know...is our day to really let loose with the femdom "play"....And that day...Q had some plans for me that i wasn't particularly in the mood for...actually...i didn't want the day to go the route She had chosen at all...and my big mistake was momentarily forgetting that what the Queen says and wants is law!...And after literally whining and stomping my foot about it...Q wasted no time in restraining me over the spanking stool...and administering a blazing ass burner with "The Board Of Education" (Her name for the long paddle that is a replica of the ones teachers at school, use to be allowed to use on the backsides of those kids who needed correcting!)...followed by Her dreaded leather strap that did leave me with tears streaming down my cheeks...(that hasn't happened in quite awhile...still not sure if i was crying from the intense pain...or my guilty shame of defying my Wife's will)....And in the end (no pun intended)....Q still put me through some quite humiliating and painful paces....All to Her satisfaction and pleasure!....And isn't that what submitting to a Dominant Woman is all about? Her wishes....Her will....Her pleasure!...Then why did this morning...like a kid who can't learn his lesson...did i have to question Her motives again?

"But what did i do?.....i'm sorry babe!....Please!....Why are you mad?".....There was silence coming through the phone as loud as any yelling or scolding you may have ever heard....and i knew...that once again....i should have just trusted my Queen and meekly accepted Her will....

Q quietly, and sweetly responded...."It seems that not only will I be giving you the beating that I'm horny for....But I'll have to make sure I redouble My efforts of impressing upon you the fact, that I don't have to have a reason to blister your bottom!....Sweety!....The simple fact that I want to tie you down and spank you till My pussy aches to be fucked....is all the reason I require!....Honey!....And tonight, after I've completely satisfied My need to hurt you....And after addressing your questionable attitude....I'll be having a few orgasms at your expense as well!....Baby!....So you think about that all day....And think about the fact that while Momma's at work....She's got one hand between Her legs just dying to see your hot little ass up in the air!....Darling!"....And then She hung up!

I know of course...that She will be using Her cane on me tonight....and that not only will i be restrained as She stated (That always means a spanking even longer and harder than usual....And Q's spankings are always...always deliberately hard!)....but i will be gagged in some fashion....due to the fact that our young son will be sleeping just down the hall....

Despite my dread....my penis confessed my excitement....as i was hard as a rock...and i could feel a little wet spot in my underwear....i had the idea to come blog about this to you....and just as i got started....Q called me again...."Oh....you almost made Me forget...." my Wife then made it clear....that She expected me to make sure my genitals were shaved smooth the way She likes them...and that i was to go ahead and lock my penis away in the CB6000s right away!....Now, Q usually has me put the chastity device on myself because it's much easier that way....But She reserves the actual snapping on of the tiny lock for Her own enjoyment...and the symbolic impact that act of  Her ultimate control over my body has upon me!  

 

 (Q-twin)

Hell....i don't even know where She hides the lock and key!...But She simply told me to look in Her nightstand drawer...."Silly boy!" She said....And when i did....inside....right next to a small bottle of lube....there sat the tiny key....resting on a neatly folded pair of my silky panties that She had bought for me some time back....And right on the front of my panties....where my caged penis would go....was an impression of Q's luscious lips...left there in slutty, dark red lipstick!...In other words....my Wife had planned ahead of time...not only to tear my backside up....but to lock my manhood away....and place me in panties to further my submission as well!...So the orgasms that She will be getting at my expense tonight....certainly will not be involving anything to do with penetration from me!...And to top that off....i had to go and earn myself another harsh lesson from Q to boot!

So here i sit....after making sure my already shaved penis and balls were absolutely stubble free (while in the bathroom...i noticed that my bottom still faintly bore a few light purple blotches from Q's weekend attentions!)....and locking myself in chastity....and donning the panties Q laid out for me...i can feel myself trying to get hard inside my plastic cage as i write this....i keep having to painfully adjust the CB6000s through the front of my jeans...and knowing whats in store for me tonight...well...only someone who has asked his Wife in the past to spank him....and having been granted that which he was none too careful to wish for....knows the thrill, distraction,...and sexual obsession of the mind that an impending bare bottom blistering can bring....And only i know...how being bent over by Q....and enduring Her unflinching delivery of discipline...whether for punishment...or pleasure....only i know how sobering that can be!

   

   

 

i Knew i Had It Coming....

Q had already pulled my pants down around my ankles...and had taken me over Her lap to blister my bare bottom with Her hairbrush...She was not fooling around...to say She was angry with me is only a partial statement...i had completely ignored...and then disobeyed Her direct instructions...She was upset...and very disappointed in me...and that in itself hurts more than the punishment...almost...i was sorry for what i had done...and She let me know in no uncertain terms that i would truly be sorry by the time She was finished with me!...

You see...Friday night as i knelt on the bed...i was about to worship Q's body by using my tongue as commanded...when i humbly asked if i could be let out of chastity...Q smiled sweetly and answered simply "Maybe."....and after long, deliberately slow oral worship...i was holding the ashtray for Her as She smoked and savored Her afterglow...i asked again...respectfully...might She unlock me...She thought for a minute....and said "Noooo....not tonight....I don't feel like dealing with your pee-pee tonight!"....i know She saw my disappointment....(more like pouting!) but She just ignored me and eventually just went to sleep....The next morning...as Q was primping in the bathroom mirror...i inquired again....you see i have been locked in my CB-6000s for well over two weeks now....and i was beginning to feel the pressure...actually fear...that She was going to leave me locked up far longer than She ever had before!....so i asked...."Please baby...can i be let out of chastity now?"....Q turned with a wicked grin on Her face..."Is that anyway to beg for something you really want?....I don't think so!".....i dropped to my knees...i bent to kiss Her painted toes...."Please honey....please unlock my cage....please i'm begging you...i really need out...i need to come so badly....Please Mam....i'll do anything....please take this off me....please?".....

Q looked down on me....and with both hands on Her hips, She said..."Need?....you need?...you mean you want!...you want out!...you want to come!...you, you, you,....want, want, want! Don't tell Me what you need! I know what you need!...And I know what you want!...What you should concern yourself with is what I want...what I need!...And you best start remembering that...you are for Me to use as I see fit! And right now...I want to keep your penis locked away...and I need you to forget you even have one until I'm ready to let it come out and play! Now don't ask again...I will let you know when I'm ready...understood little-man?" i answered yes Mam...but i still wanted...and it's all i could think of throughout the day...and like an idiot...Sunday afternoon i got on my knees again and asked/begged to be released....

Q closed the book She was reading with frightening finality..."What did I fucking tell you?"...Her eyes literally blazed with anger..."Are you fucking deaf?...Or just plain stupid?"...this was not how i expected things to go...but looking back...well...too late....Q was out of Her chair and off to fetch Her hairbrush...and once She had me over Her knee...She lectured me on how inconsiderate, and selfish i was...on how She thought She had taught me better than that...on how i arrogantly ignored Her wish for me to focus on Her...all the while raining fire down on my backside....i couldn't help but kick and squirm...this time She was really tearing my bottom up!...She actually shoved me off Her lap..."Get off Me!" She said with disgust..."And stand up...I'm not fucking done with you mister...not by a long shot!"

And that was how i ended up face down on our bed...secured spread eagle by the restraints attached to the bed frame and hidden under the box springs...two pillows beneath my hips...my ass elevated and in the ultimate position...making an easy and vulnerable target for Q's wrath...you see...after She was done taking the hairbrush to me...Q took me by the ear and led me up the stairs...all the while i stumbled along due to my pants bunched around my ankles...still apologizing...hoping She would show some mercy...my ass was already on fire...surely She must see i'd had enough...nevertheless, Q had me strip and get on the bed....and once i was restrained....Q stood beside the bed...smoking and lecturing me some more...She told me how hurtful it was to have Her instructions ignored...how my focus was to be solely on Her...how She thought i already knew this to be the rule..."Don't I always take care of you?...Don't I indulge your little fantasies...Don't I always play with that little thing between your legs...and quite often I might add!"....She scolded me all the way through the time it took for Her to smoke Her cigarette...sometimes low and menacing....other times yelling and cursing...by the time Q had retrieved the leather strap from it's hiding place in the closet...i was trembling with fear...and regret...and i was so very ashamed of my behavior....i knew what was coming...and i knew that since She had tied me down...it was going to be very severe...and i knew....i knew i deserved it....i knew i had it coming....

Q lashed my exposed and vulnerable backside with frightening force....there was no gag or pillow for me to bite down on since our son was out of the house...i began to howl from the very first of those vicious blows...i was helpless and totally at Her mercy...which is the point really...i am supposed to have surrendered totally to Her mercies and Her graces....and now She was doing Her best to remind me of exactly who makes the rules...whose will reigns supreme in this house....and what happens when someone forgets those facts...blow after stinging blow came down on my buttocks and thighs....the bed shook as i involuntarily jerked within my restraints every time that terrible piece of leather connected with my already punished backside and thighs....then She walked around to the other side of the bed and started all over again!....Oh my God i was howling  and crying out louder and louder...the tears began to flow....from the pain or the shame?....Maybe both....but all i could do was lay there and and take the punishment Q administered with such deliberate intensity...by the time She was finished, and was undoing the restraints....i was a blubbering, sweaty, submissive mess....all my senses seemed focused on my battered ass....i looked at Q through my watery eyes....strands of Her hair had worked their way loose from where She had them pulled back and up....Her face and arms were moist, and glistened from Her exertions....for a moment i caught a look of loving concern on Her face as She held Her hand out to help me off the bed....when i was standing on my unsteady legs...She asked if i thought i might remember now where my priorities lie..."Oh yes Mam...i do...You are my focus...You are my reason..."...i blubbered on, sniffling and wiping tears and snot from my face as i continued on about how She was my Queen...my Goddess...on and on....Q took me firmly by my balls and led me to a corner in our bedroom...."Well then you stand right here and think about all those things you just said!....Because i expect you to live them!"....She went on, "And look down at your penis...see it in that cage?...That should represent more to you than just a denial device...That should remind you of My power...My control over you and this marriage!...How I do as I please....and how you are to do what pleases Me!...You better think long and hard on these things little-man....I am not afraid to tie you to that bed again to make Myself clear!....Are you going to need another lesson today young man?"...., "No Mam...no Mam...please...i'll be good...i'll be your good little boy...i promise."....This is where Her beating had reduced me to...a pleading, and sorry, naughty little boy who now needed forgiving....

i know Q left me there...standing in that corner for almost an hour....runny nose....swollen face...i had to pee...my ass felt like it was throbbing in time to my heartbeat...and i just wanted to tell Her i was so sorry...and not because i was punished...but because She was right...i had been so selfish....i did disregard Her wishes...looking down at my penis in it's cage...it did make me think of Her...it did remind me of Her loving Dominance over me...locking my penis away is not about me...even though it does effect me directly...it's about Her wanting to control my body...the one i surrendered to Her...it's about the pleasure She get's from Her power...the thrill She gets from enforcing Her will...Her control over me....and i do love Her controlling me...She does so much for Me....just by Me being willing to put Her first in all things...by Her willing to correct and guide me...She gives a gift far greater than my simple service to Her...Q came to me and hugged me tight...i apologized to Her...i explained that i knew i was in the wrong....i thanked Her for loving me enough...to care about us as a couple to take the time to punish and discipline me...we hugged and kissed some more...then with a sly wink, Q reached down and playfully tugged on my plastic cage...She can be so evil sometimes!

(re-post) - It Is In These Moments

( i posted this a couple of days ago in my other blog - iHonorHer - it seems very appropriate for tonight...Q came home from work early this afternoon and surprised me...(before our son was home from school)...specifically to administer a punishment spanking to my bare backside....She had taken issue with the way i had handled a couple of tasks...and how i didn't handle a few others...Q really laid the wooden hairbrush on heavy this afternoon...my bottom and the backs of my thighs ache and burn as i right this...and while doing corner time after my trip over Her knee...i remembered what i had said in this blog entry....and i wanted to re-post it here...it is so very true...i hope my Wife reads this in the next couple of days...)

        IT IS IN THESE MOMENTS

It is in these moments...just before going over Her lap...for what i know will be a well deserved, humiliating, and very painful spanking...it is when my Wife chooses to take my pants down Herself...to scold me like a naughty boy while i stand exposed...embarrassed...ashamed...and scared...it is when She looks me in the eye with complete control and authority...

 

 

 

it is when saying i'm sorry for what i have done is truly an understatement...it is in these moments...i can somehow still be grateful...even though i know She is about to subject my bare bottom to excruciating pain...i can be thankful that i am married to a Woman who cares enough to administer with loving harshness...the guidance and correction that She knows i need to be a better man for Her...for myself...for our family...and though i will whine, cry out and beg for Her to stop...deep inside i know She will hand out a fair, yet severe punishment every time...and when all is said and done...i always make sure to thank Her for spanking me...because the way it was before...before my Wife took charge of our marriage...it just didn't work...we were never as happy...as emotionally satisfied...as in love...as we are now...

       

       Thank You Q...for not sparing me the full measure of Your loving discipline...

                                                i love You!