A Post From KeyholderWife Has Made me Think

i have been thinking about what KeyholderWife said in her post - FemDom Marriage: Delight in a Caged Cock , She states that She gets more interested in sex and sexual things,  knowing that Her husband's penis is locked away in a chastity device!...i find this to be true with Q as well...and to me it seems only natural for Her to do so...Q gets turned on by Her Domination of me...the power She wields....mentally and sexually...it excites Her...it excites me to submit to Her control...and to have not only ownership of...but also to be able to lock up...the very organ that defines a man's sexuality...to place my penis in a locked cage for Her amusement and my torment, only increases Q's already prodigious sex drive...and the reality for us...is that whether i'm locked in my CB-6000s or not....Q can exercise Her right at any time to seek pleasure in the arms of another...and  by Her own admission....knowing Her husband's penis is safely encased in plastic while Her lover is sliding his hard cock into Her again and again drives Her crazy with lust...and turns the level of eroticism involved in cuckolding me up a notch or two...not only does that truly drive home my position of servitude...but that has to just be deliciously  empowering for Q....on a sexual level that i as a submissive will never be fully able to understand!                                            

               

 Even the little mundane...day to day activities of our routine seem to take on an  undercurrent of sexual tension...Q seems to delight in taking just a little longer getting dressed....or fixing Her hair and makeup  in Her underwear...already a favorite activity of mine to witness... Her blouses are lower cut...She stands closer to me...Her hands linger on me longer...She finds Herself kissing me longer...and more often...couple this with what is normally expected of me everyday...the possibility of a good spanking at anytime...the massages and oral worship i have the honor of performing for Her...the wondering...and anticipation of more teasing....or will She release me tonight?...all this feeds a continuous state of desire for Her...because She knows it has me completely under Her spell! 

(Q-twin)

                                                              







Sometimes just the way She lounges around the house can be ultra sexy...a huge turn on for me...and being in chastity, it doesn't take much to tweak my attention and add to my heady frustration...smoking in Her very seductive way...or reading a book all curled up on the couch...having a cocktail, in Her shorts and barefoot out by the pool....talking on the phone to a girl friend, (or a lover!)...all  of these things seem to be aimed at teasing me in my helpless state....though i know it isn't suppose to be about me...in fact...Q may just be going about Her day...and the little things in our lives just take on an aura of sexual Dominance and submission...or is it my imagination?....the very fact that my penis is locked away...unable to even feel my own clothes...is a reminder of my submission...Even the simple act of having to go to the bathroom....every time i need to take a leak...no matter where i'm at....i have to sit like a Woman in order to pee!....That is a reality check every time....and when  we're both at home, Q takes great pleasure in being in the bathroom to tease and humiliate me with this fact as i'm trying to piss through my chastity cage with a little shred of dignity...


                                                   


As i right this...i have been locked in the CB-6000s for six days...Q has given no clue as to when i will be released...She never has kept me caged longer than two weeks before...though that has absolutely no bearing on what She wishes or desires at any given time...last night She gave my balls a really good work out...squeezing and pulling on them as She ground, and rode my face to three very wet and wonderful orgasms...the night before that...i knelt beside our bed...waiting to hold the ashtray for Her...while She brought Herself off, time and again with Her little Pocket Rocket vibrator...as She was quite horny from searching for photos on the laptop to have me post on the blogs....i do not know what She has in store for tonight....perhaps She doesn't either....and that is what's so damn hot about being locked away....the not knowing...the fact that it's really none of my business what She thinks or wants...that is until She makes it clear exactly what She expects from me...or what She wants to do to me...or even...what She wants to do without me!...And that is also what is so frustrating, and sometimes painful for me....my penis is straining inside it's cage now as i think about it all!....and that...i believe...is just one more thing that turns Her on!  
                                                   

                               

                            

It's Really No Chore At All

Q has really been in the mood for dishing out discipline lately...today after Granma picked up our son for the afternoon...Q said She wanted to see me in the kitchen in ten minutes...naked..."and bring My strap with you!"...my heart began to pound in my chest with dread...laced with anticipation...Her leather strap is one serious spanking implement, and Q always means business when She uses it on me...for that matter...Q never "takes it easy" when it comes to spanking me...even when it's playtime...and this would be my third spanking in a weeks time...and i hadn't a clue what i had done to deserve one...though deserving a spanking is not necessarily a reason needed for my Wife to bend me over for a real ass burner!.... 

i went upstairs and stripped...retrieved that menacing strap from it's hiding place in our "toy box", and awaited the appropriate amount of time before meeting Her downstairs in the kitchen...i wanted to follow directions exactly here...not too early...and certainly not later than She had instructed!....

When i came into the kitchen She was talking on Her cell...laughing and carrying on with whoever was on the other end...without even bothering to look at me...Q held out one hand and i gave Her the strap...She continued to ignore me as She went on about Her conversation...and i stood there...naked and anxious...thinking about the inevitable...and despite my dread...my penis was beginning to swell...the sexual thrill of the impending beating was overriding any sensibilities i may have had...Q must have talked another ten minutes as i stood there waiting...by then i had a full hardon...as She said Her goodbyes...i saw Her glance at my crotch...."I gotta let you go...I need to go over a few things with my husband and he appears eager to get started!"....When She put Her phone down...She glanced at my erection and said..."Don't worry about that little thing...it won't be hard for long."

Q slid one of the chairs from the breakfast nook to the middle of the room and ordered me to bend over the back of it with my hands gripping the seat..."Do not let go of the chair...Do not leave position until I say you can...understood young man?"...."Yes Ma'am."...i was in position...waiting for Her to begin...sometimes She leaves me in position a few moments before starting...standing behind me...i can feel Her eyes on my nakedness...my balls suddenly feel very vulnerable and exposed...sometimes She will take the time to smoke an entire cigarette...making me to wait...causing me to dwell on what i 've done , or wondering why i'm being disciplined...anticipating what's fixing to happen to me...sometimes lecturing me as She smokes and walks around me...cat-like...circling Her prey...This time though, Q placed a piece of paper on the seat of the chair...it was a list of chores numbered one through six...though we have a cleaning service come in once a week...i still have responsibilities around the house...but these tasks  looked to be over and above the normal duties expected of me...i quickly realized Q was giving me tasks to simply amuse Herself...or to maybe just exercise Her right to have me do whatever the hell She pleases..."Read it to Me...from the top!", She stated....

"Number one...Vacuum all carpeting and rugs"....WHAP!!!....the four inch wide strip of leather struck my naked flesh with searing force!....the sound of leather striking skin echoed like a rifle shot in our kitchen..."Number two...", my voice already sounded strained...."Sweep and mop all the tile, and all the upstairs and downstairs hardwood floors."....WHAP!!!...again that vicious leather connected with my upturned backside..."Number Three- - - -" Whap!!!...indeed Q had been right...because by now my erection was gone and forgotten...."Number four- - - -" WHAP!!!...now the blows were lifting me up on my tip toes...i swear Q must have been swinging that strap from well behind Her back....i stammered on the next chore listed,"Number five- - - -" WHAP!!!..."YEEEEOOOWWWW SHIT!"...the fifth blow from the strap connected square across the backs of my thighs...i had a death grip on the seat of that chair...i was beginning to do that swaying, hopping little dance us spankees know so well..."Next one...read it to Me!", Q shouted..."Number six- - - -" WHAP!!!...."OOOOHH - OOWWWW GODDAMMIT!!!!"...this one too smashed across the very sensitive backs of my thighs.....my knees began to bend..."Do I need to wash your mouth out with soap also little man?"...i shook my head no...forcing myself to remain in position...to still myself...and to keep my bottom presented in the proper position for punishment..."Those are the chores I want done this afternoon...understand?"...."Yes Mam!"...i said....WHAP!!!...."And, I expect them to be done in ample time for you to cook my dinner tonight as well!"...WHAP!!!..."OWWWW PLEASE...", Q stopped the beating at ten licks from that leather strap....the last one She delivered so hard i thought She would knock me completely over the back of that chair!!!...After allowing me to stand...She handed me the strap, and told me to put it away...get dressed, and get busy with the housework...i almost wish She had required me to do  my chores naked...my jeans were really very irritating on my blistered bottom...

                                                                (Q-twin)

Needless to say...i spent the afternoon today hard at work...not only making sure my tasks were completed...but done as close to perfect as possible....there is nothing like a proper spanking before one's chores...to act as an incentive to do them right the first time...because after one has been spanked by my Wife....one doesn't dare chance another corrective session anytime soon!

As i worked...i noticed Q looking at some femdom porn on the computer...it appeared that She was collecting pictures...maybe to share with us on this blog once again...i really hope that is the case...later i chanced back by and saw that She was watching a movie where two young studs were really throwing it to a very hot MILF...Q's free hand was absently rubbing Her crotch through the thin material of Her running shorts...Her fingers began to slip inside through the leg opening...i knelt beside Her on my knees and asked if i could be of service...She smiled at me...turned off the computer...patted me on the head as if to say 'Good doggy'....and said "No babe...I can handle this one!"....then She was off ...up the stairs to our bedroom...so not only was my Wife watching internet porn while i was doing housework...now She had gone upstairs to pleasure Herself behind closed doors while i finished the ironing....i truly, truly love that Woman...being submissive to Her is sometimes as frustrating, and humbling...as it is satisfying...

                                                                (Q-twin)


i'm writing this on the laptop in bed with Q tonight...my backside is literally aching...i was hoping all that porn would have made Her horny and want to play....i guess She took care of that Herself this afternoon...because other than making Her a couple of cocktails...lighting Her cigarettes and holding the ashtray for Her while on my knees...the closest i've come to any sex tonight is when Q went to pee and She had me kneel before Her at the toilet to lick Her pussy clean when She was done!...But God knows i have dreamed of having to serve Her in this fashion for years...and now i am blessed to do so everyday...and that my friends...is really no chore at all!

 

 
   

i Am Sorry Honey

Well...last night found me once again...panties off...CB-6000 still locked...bent over the edge of our bed...the pair of panties Q had wore all day stuffed in my mouth...face buried in a pillow so as not to wake our son as Q administered another ferocious beating to my bare bottom...three nights...three whippings from Her cane...earlier in the day i had looked in the mirror...my sore bottom and upper thighs had faint, residual, purple stripes from the first two applications...last night i know my Wife delivered a vicious thirty or more stripes...though i really was beyond trying to count...i wasn't bawling...but i did have some tears...Q never has beaten me so brutally...on consecutive days before...i was truly shocked at how much it truly hurt...and at how much sever punishment She is becoming willing to dish out...



Q spent most of the remainder of the evening surfing porn again...presumably saving photos She finds erotic...ones She may want me to post...but last night i was not invited to share the experience with Her...me and my throbbing backside remained on the floor beside our bed...there to respond whenever She needed a cigarette...or whatever...no foot massages...no cleaning Her pussy after pissing....no cunnilingus when She was done viewing the porn...nothing but just being there...i was allowed to watch as Q masturbated Herself to a satisfying orgasm...though She seemed oblivious to my presence at all...

i was allowed to post a few photos i had saved to my other blog before turning in for the night...and this morning...i write this with a very, very sore...pink and purple striped backside...(Valentine's Day colors?)...


Baby, i am very sorry...i realize that i should never have placed expectations on you...especially ones concerning what i would like you to do to/for me...i have been reminded by You...that i may...as Your slave/husband...harbor hopes for your gracious attentions...but my expectations are to be focused on myself...on how may i expect to better serve You...i am sorry...not just because of the punishments...but because i have disappointed You...i will strive to be less selfish, and more giving...how may i make this up to You my Queen...how may i make this a wonderful Valentine's Day for you?....

More Of The Same Plan

Just to let you know...tonight was more of the same as last night...panties off...a repeat, another very harsh punishment session from my Wife and Her cane...still locked in chastity...Her ominous statement about a "long Valentine's Day weekend" is being fulfilled...right now i'm on the bed with Q...again lighting Her cigarettes...refreshing Her drinks....awaiting more directions...i am enjoying watching Her....She is surfing the net for porn to go on "my" blog...my bottom is on fire...and my caged penis is straining to get hard, and leaking like a hose from viewing all the erotic images Q is finding....Her hand keeps straying to Her pussy...as i blog this i can see the moisture on Her fingers...She is not offering to share either...as a matter of fact...She wants the laptop back now...more porn for us...more teasing for me...."i still wonder what She's planning!"