i posted a photo on my other blog-i Honor Her , that after further reflection deserves to be elaborated on here....you see...the photo depicts a submissive male...naked, on all fours, eating off the floor like an animal...the reason i should write about this, is that Q has on occasion, found it amusing to humiliate me in this very manner...always i am made to be naked...the what and where are determined by Q's mood!
That my Wife can choose something as degrading as this...and find humor...even satisfaction in forcing me to eat or drink with my bare ass in the air, and my face and mouth to the floor...proves a real cruel, and sadistic streak runs through Her...one that i have had to learn to accept just as surely as i have to accept my masochistic yearnings....and as in the blog spot- Subservient Husband (to a loving wife) - so aptly describes how it feels...being ordered...to be used...to be forced into doing unpleasant...degrading acts...even of a non-sexual nature...truly is a gift to us subs as it actually elevates our Domme's status in our psyche...and very surely plants us deeper in the bonds of mental as well as physical submission...and this in itself does produce a sexual turn on deep within me...even to the point of when there are times when there is no sexual contact between Q and myself...that in itself becomes a sexual act to me as Her submissive!
There have been times when Q was enjoying a simple snack...and She would toss tiny morsels to the floor...then order me to use my mouth to clean them up....She has had me play "Naked Waiter" to Her...preparing and serving Her a formal dinner...where She dined alone, with me naked and serving Her meal...refilling Her wine glass...and when She was through eating...She ordered me to the floor to eat the crumbs She had accidentally "dropped"...and there were plenty.... (Q-twin)
all the while She enjoyed a cocktail and cigarette while laughing and making cruel remarks at my expense....
And there was the time Q pissed right in the kitchen floor and had me lap it up like a grateful dog...this i chronicled in the post - Sunday Afternoon : part 2 , (and now that i think about it...i never have finished sharing with you how the rest of that afternoon went...maybe i deserve a sound spanking for not following through!!! "hint-hint!!!") Licking up my Wife's piss was by far one of the most humiliating...and at the same time, highly erotic moments shared by us since beginning our journey into and through the D/s lifestyle...Even though i am required at times to lick Her pussy clean after Q goes pee...drinking Her urine from the cold floor was an altogether deeper level of submission...totally!
And i could not begin to count the number of times, Q has had me to jerk off while on my knees...naked before Her...and then...as with every orgasm i am allowed...made to clean my come off the floor with my tongue...once, early on...while exploring Her dominant side...Q gave me a very hot, teasingly nasty blowjob while i was tied to a kitchen chair...and at the completion of which, She spit my sperm out onto the tile floor...untied me...and literally shoved me out of the chair...where i fell to the floor and was made to beg to consume my own sperm that had just had the honor of being in my Queens mouth!....In those first months of submission to Q...having to eat my own come while my Wife looked on was a very hard and humiliating thing to get use to...yet there i was...a naked object being forced to lick up his Wife's spit, and his own semen off the kitchen floor....On one hand it thrilled me sexually to be treated as such...but to be degraded in such a manner by one who loved me...to be laughed at as i consumed whatever amounts of come had been coaxed from my balls...well...i use to find it hard to look Her in the eye for the first couple of hours after this...due to the sheer embarrassment i felt at how low i would go just to gain some approval in Her eyes....but like She said...if i wanted an orgasm...what comes out...has to go back in ...every time...no exceptions...that's the price Q demands for allowing me orgasms....
But the photo that has inspired this post...is of a naked slave-boy on all fours eating ice cream...this hits very close to home and i shall tell you why...Most evenings...after Q and i retire to our bedroom...no matter if any kind of sex or "play" takes place or not...i am required to light Her cigarettes and kneel naked on the floor...on Her side of the bed...holding Her ashtray while She leisurely smokes...i fix Her a nightcap if She desires one...give Her foot rubs...serve Her in the bathroom...whatever Q wishes...TV shows...working on my blogs...reading...everything else is set aside when She commands...and rightly so...And on the occasions when a late night snack is desired...such as ice cream...i will prepare two bowls, and bring them to Her...and while Q reads, or watches a show...or even cruises the net for porn (which i find hot as hell!) i will once again be slave-naked...spoon feeding my Queen Her dessert...patiently waiting to enjoy mine until She has finished with Hers...usually Q will have another smoke after Her desert...of course with me kneeling before Her again...When She is done...it is now my turn for ice cream...only by now mine has completely melted....and Q sets the bowl on the floor and orders me to feed....the combination of humiliation...the sweet treat...and Her giggles and not so kind remarks, usually gives a rise to my penis...which causes more laughter and even more embarrassment for me...
i can tell you from experience...spankings...scoldings...bondage...rough sex...all that aside...Once a Woman discovers just how pathetically willing a man is to obey even the most degrading and humiliating command at the snap Her fingers or the look in Her eye...She can and will take every opportunity to drive home the reality of his lowly status as Her "thing"....Her slave....and in turn...this truly cements in his mind the fact that She is in charge...that She is The Queen!
There have been times when Q was enjoying a simple snack...and She would toss tiny morsels to the floor...then order me to use my mouth to clean them up....She has had me play "Naked Waiter" to Her...preparing and serving Her a formal dinner...where She dined alone, with me naked and serving Her meal...refilling Her wine glass...and when She was through eating...She ordered me to the floor to eat the crumbs She had accidentally "dropped"...and there were plenty.... (Q-twin)all the while She enjoyed a cocktail and cigarette while laughing and making cruel remarks at my expense....
And there was the time Q pissed right in the kitchen floor and had me lap it up like a grateful dog...this i chronicled in the post - Sunday Afternoon : part 2 , (and now that i think about it...i never have finished sharing with you how the rest of that afternoon went...maybe i deserve a sound spanking for not following through!!! "hint-hint!!!") Licking up my Wife's piss was by far one of the most humiliating...and at the same time, highly erotic moments shared by us since beginning our journey into and through the D/s lifestyle...Even though i am required at times to lick Her pussy clean after Q goes pee...drinking Her urine from the cold floor was an altogether deeper level of submission...totally!
And i could not begin to count the number of times, Q has had me to jerk off while on my knees...naked before Her...and then...as with every orgasm i am allowed...made to clean my come off the floor with my tongue...once, early on...while exploring Her dominant side...Q gave me a very hot, teasingly nasty blowjob while i was tied to a kitchen chair...and at the completion of which, She spit my sperm out onto the tile floor...untied me...and literally shoved me out of the chair...where i fell to the floor and was made to beg to consume my own sperm that had just had the honor of being in my Queens mouth!....In those first months of submission to Q...having to eat my own come while my Wife looked on was a very hard and humiliating thing to get use to...yet there i was...a naked object being forced to lick up his Wife's spit, and his own semen off the kitchen floor....On one hand it thrilled me sexually to be treated as such...but to be degraded in such a manner by one who loved me...to be laughed at as i consumed whatever amounts of come had been coaxed from my balls...well...i use to find it hard to look Her in the eye for the first couple of hours after this...due to the sheer embarrassment i felt at how low i would go just to gain some approval in Her eyes....but like She said...if i wanted an orgasm...what comes out...has to go back in ...every time...no exceptions...that's the price Q demands for allowing me orgasms....But the photo that has inspired this post...is of a naked slave-boy on all fours eating ice cream...this hits very close to home and i shall tell you why...Most evenings...after Q and i retire to our bedroom...no matter if any kind of sex or "play" takes place or not...i am required to light Her cigarettes and kneel naked on the floor...on Her side of the bed...holding Her ashtray while She leisurely smokes...i fix Her a nightcap if She desires one...give Her foot rubs...serve Her in the bathroom...whatever Q wishes...TV shows...working on my blogs...reading...everything else is set aside when She commands...and rightly so...And on the occasions when a late night snack is desired...such as ice cream...i will prepare two bowls, and bring them to Her...and while Q reads, or watches a show...or even cruises the net for porn (which i find hot as hell!) i will once again be slave-naked...spoon feeding my Queen Her dessert...patiently waiting to enjoy mine until She has finished with Hers...usually Q will have another smoke after Her desert...of course with me kneeling before Her again...When She is done...it is now my turn for ice cream...only by now mine has completely melted....and Q sets the bowl on the floor and orders me to feed....the combination of humiliation...the sweet treat...and Her giggles and not so kind remarks, usually gives a rise to my penis...which causes more laughter and even more embarrassment for me...
i can tell you from experience...spankings...scoldings...bondage...rough sex...all that aside...Once a Woman discovers just how pathetically willing a man is to obey even the most degrading and humiliating command at the snap Her fingers or the look in Her eye...She can and will take every opportunity to drive home the reality of his lowly status as Her "thing"....Her slave....and in turn...this truly cements in his mind the fact that She is in charge...that She is The Queen!
2 comments:
A sound spanking hmmmm? Be careful what you wish for mister!
You're a lucky fellow. I am a submissive male and would like to be trained by my wife to serve her in more ways.
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