We Need To Talk

                                                                (Q-twin)

Actually She said, "I need to discuss a few things with you some time this weekend."...This means that at some point...Q will sit down, ( usually fully clothed) and i will be seated, or kneeling naked at Her feet...Because when Q says that She needs to discuss something...it's different than "we" need to discuss something...and me being naked at Her feet only serves to underscore the fact that i'm to do the listening while She does the talking!....

And these type of discussions generally are about new rules...or some things She wants to change...something or someone new She wants to try....or maybe pushing my limits a little further....some  higher expectations She may have developed for me to live up to....I can make a pretty good guess on at least one topic that She will address...there have been several new things of a sexual nature that we have tentatively talked about over the past several weeks, that i know Q has been considering...and i imagine She has come to a few conclusions on these matters....

One thing to note...when these type of discussions are over...it is a tradition we have...that to show my voluntary compliance with any and all new changes or developments...i choose a form of discipline, an appropriate implement, a suggestion on what position i should assume....then offer myself, surrender to suffer at my Wife's hands in a symbolic gesture of my willingness to bend and adapt to any new parameters She has set in place...and i never try to choose a way to get off lightly...(it wouldn't matter even if i did, Q always takes the matter of discipline very seriously...even in "play time")...no, i always choose an implement that i know will be very painful for me, and satisfying to Her...and then offer it to Her on my knees in a very humble, and worshipful manner...while at the same time...formally offering my body to Her...to use,  to do with as She pleases at that very moment....to prove my devotion to Her...and my respect for Her decisions and Her judgment....and i must say...Q takes full advantage of my surrendered flesh...as a way to cement my submission...and to satisfy Her dominant lusts as well!

If nothing changes between now and Sunday...i will have been locked in the CB-6000s for two weeks...i already go into this weekend feeling horny and controlled...and i am quite anxious about what Q may have in store for us...I love Her...and i love being Her submissive...Her slave...Her plaything....i quite often beg to serve all Her needs....but i must say....waiting for what comes next...not knowing what will be expected of me from now on...or what devious ideas Q has in mind for our play time....or perhaps it will all be about Her and Her wants....you see....until She makes it my business...it's none of my business...and the not knowing is something this sub still struggles with....And i'm quite sure She gets a thrill from that little bit of unease on my part as well!