For convenience sake...and to preserve our anonymity, in this blog I will refer to my wonderful Wife as Q....as in my Queen...and where needed, i will refer to myself as k....as in Her knight...as i am sworn to serve Her every need and command. And it is by Her strict guidance that i am able to attempt to please my Queen! i hope i am not repeating someone else's moniker for each other...since no idea is 100% original...if i have please be assured it was by accident...

Friday, April 22, 2011

Q-'s Picks: Last Post For A Week Or So

Ahhhhh...here it is...another chance for a view inside the mind of a Dominant Woman....by looking at photos Q has found online....photos that show Her perspective on what's erotic...what She finds representative of Her Dominant nature...and what's relative to Her sexuality as a Woman free to explore any avenues She chooses...and as always...She wants Her contributions to stand on their own...no captions or commentary....Q wants to let the viewer draw their own conclusions...to let Hers or his emotions react to the images uninfluenced by anything save the fact that this is a Dominant Woman's perspective...It is said men are visually oriented creatures...i think you will find that these submissions show quite a vision on Her part...it's always a turn on for me when Q finally shares these with us...




As usual...Q has made the actual posting of Her picks an act of submission on my part...Q is parading around in nothing but a white thong and Her tan...and i am sitting at the computer with an 8"....ribbed dildo up my ass...the weight of me sitting on top of it keeping it inside me....She has promised to give me a "nice little fucking" with it after i'm finished posting 20 photos here, and 20 more on my other blog at this link -  iHonorHer...this particular dildo always leaves me a little raw from the ridges and ribs all over it!...But God it makes for an intense anal experience...with me still being locked inside my chastity cage...the full feeling in my ass...the highly erotic images Q has given me to post....and this hot, naked blonde mercilessly flaunting Her body in front of me...my penis has painfully swelled as much as allowed by it's plastic prison...i think i should get on with the task at hand!




So here they are...Q' Picks...we are getting ready to leave on a short trip...a little mini vacation, so i won't be posting for a week or more...i hope Q's photos on both blogs hold everyone over till then....i thank you all for visiting my sites...i'll talk to you again when we return....See ya!




































                                                               (Q-twin)





































































                                                            (Q-twin)




































Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Can You Help Us?

Last night as i stood naked in our bathroom, brushing my teeth for bed...i heard Q squealing in delight..."Baby you gotta see this!"....She came running into the bathroom with Her laptop...not content to wait for me to finish and join Her in bed...."Look at this babe!"...Her eyes were bright and She had a smile from ear to ear...Her nipples were hard and poking through the thin fabric of her tank top..."We absolutely need one of these!" She said in a breathy...matter of fact tone...


 
i had to agree! i gasped when i saw this wonderful toy, designed to bring such devious torment...yes i agreed, we have got to buy one...and soon!...Q never fails to pay close attention to my balls...whether in torment, love making...getting and holding my attention...or strictly for punishment purposes...She knows nothing causes me to fall in line quicker than when She has my testicles firmly in Her hand!....And this....this device would provide hours of fun for us both....and agony for me!




So...does anyone know what this vise-like object is called?...Could you recommend a web site to us...please...please...please....i would be so grateful for your help!...i really get hard during an intense ball torture session!




Keeping in mind the photo above...and the ensuing conversation it sparked, and the other photos we viewed online involving CBT....and the fact that Q still has my penis locked away inside the CB-6000s....



        Can you guess which part of my body Q chose to amuse Herself with last night?

                                       Oooooh it hurt....soooo....good!

Monday, April 18, 2011

i Knew i Had It Coming....




Q had already pulled my pants down around my ankles...and had taken me over Her lap to blister my bare bottom with Her hairbrush...She was not fooling around...to say She was angry with me is only a partial statement...i had completely ignored...and then disobeyed Her direct instructions...She was upset...and very disappointed in me...and that in itself hurts more than the punishment...almost...i was sorry for what i had done...and She let me know in no uncertain terms that i would truly be sorry by the time She was finished with me!...




You see...Friday night as i knelt on the bed...i was about to worship Q's body by using my tongue as commanded...when i humbly asked if i could be let out of chastity...Q smiled sweetly and answered simply "Maybe."....and after long, deliberately slow oral worship...i was holding the ashtray for Her as She smoked and savored Her afterglow...i asked again...respectfully...might She unlock me...She thought for a minute....and said "Noooo....not tonight....I don't feel like dealing with your pee-pee tonight!"....i know She saw my disappointment....(more like pouting!) but She just ignored me and eventually just went to sleep....The next morning...as Q was primping in the bathroom mirror...i inquired again....you see i have been locked in my CB-6000s for well over two weeks now....and i was beginning to feel the pressure...actually fear...that She was going to leave me locked up far longer than She ever had before!....so i asked...."Please baby...can i be let out of chastity now?"....Q turned with a wicked grin on Her face..."Is that anyway to beg for something you really want?....I don't think so!".....i dropped to my knees...i bent to kiss Her painted toes...."Please honey....please unlock my cage....please i'm begging you...i really need out...i need to come so badly....Please Mam....i'll do anything....please take this off me....please?".....




Q looked down on me....and with both hands on Her hips, She said..."Need?....you need?...you mean you want!...you want out!...you want to come!...you, you, you,....want, want, want! Don't tell Me what you need! I know what you need!...And I know what you want!...What you should concern yourself with is what I want...what I need!...And you best start remembering that...you are for Me to use as I see fit! And right now...I want to keep your penis locked away...and I need you to forget you even have one until I'm ready to let it come out and play! Now don't ask again...I will let you know when I'm ready...understood little-man?" i answered yes Mam...but i still wanted...and it's all i could think of throughout the day...and like an idiot...Sunday afternoon i got on my knees again and asked/begged to be released....




Q closed the book She was reading with frightening finality..."What did I fucking tell you?"...Her eyes literally blazed with anger..."Are you fucking deaf?...Or just plain stupid?"...this was not how i expected things to go...but looking back...well...too late....Q was out of Her chair and off to fetch Her hairbrush...and once She had me over Her knee...She lectured me on how inconsiderate, and selfish i was...on how She thought She had taught me better than that...on how i arrogantly ignored Her wish for me to focus on Her...all the while raining fire down on my backside....i couldn't help but kick and squirm...this time She was really tearing my bottom up!...She actually shoved me off Her lap..."Get off Me!" She said with disgust..."And stand up...I'm not fucking done with you mister...not by a long shot!"





And that was how i ended up face down on our bed...secured spread eagle by the restraints attached to the bed frame and hidden under the box springs...two pillows beneath my hips...my ass elevated and in the ultimate position...making an easy and vulnerable target for Q's wrath...you see...after She was done taking the hairbrush to me...Q took me by the ear and led me up the stairs...all the while i stumbled along due to my pants bunched around my ankles...still apologizing...hoping She would show some mercy...my ass was already on fire...surely She must see i'd had enough...nevertheless, Q had me strip and get on the bed....and once i was restrained....Q stood beside the bed...smoking and lecturing me some more...She told me how hurtful it was to have Her instructions ignored...how my focus was to be solely on Her...how She thought i already knew this to be the rule..."Don't I always take care of you?...Don't I indulge your little fantasies...Don't I always play with that little thing between your legs...and quite often I might add!"....She scolded me all the way through the time it took for Her to smoke Her cigarette...sometimes low and menacing....other times yelling and cursing...by the time Q had retrieved the leather strap from it's hiding place in the closet...i was trembling with fear...and regret...and i was so very ashamed of my behavior....i knew what was coming...and i knew that since She had tied me down...it was going to be very severe...and i knew....i knew i deserved it....i knew i had it coming....




Q lashed my exposed and vulnerable backside with frightening force....there was no gag or pillow for me to bite down on since our son was out of the house...i began to howl from the very first of those vicious blows...i was helpless and totally at Her mercy...which is the point really...i am supposed to have surrendered totally to Her mercies and Her graces....and now She was doing Her best to remind me of exactly who makes the rules...whose will reigns supreme in this house....and what happens when someone forgets those facts...blow after stinging blow came down on my buttocks and thighs....the bed shook as i involuntarily jerked within my restraints every time that terrible piece of leather connected with my already punished backside and thighs....then She walked around to the other side of the bed and started all over again!....Oh my God i was howling  and crying out louder and louder...the tears began to flow....from the pain or the shame?....Maybe both....but all i could do was lay there and and take the punishment Q administered with such deliberate intensity...by the time She was finished, and was undoing the restraints....i was a blubbering, sweaty, submissive mess....all my senses seemed focused on my battered ass....i looked at Q through my watery eyes....strands of Her hair had worked their way loose from where She had them pulled back and up....Her face and arms were moist, and glistened from Her exertions....for a moment i caught a look of loving concern on Her face as She held Her hand out to help me off the bed....when i was standing on my unsteady legs...She asked if i thought i might remember now where my priorities lie..."Oh yes Mam...i do...You are my focus...You are my reason..."...i blubbered on, sniffling and wiping tears and snot from my face as i continued on about how She was my Queen...my Goddess...on and on....Q took me firmly by my balls and led me to a corner in our bedroom...."Well then you stand right here and think about all those things you just said!....Because i expect you to live them!"....She went on, "And look down at your penis...see it in that cage?...That should represent more to you than just a denial device...That should remind you of My power...My control over you and this marriage!...How I do as I please....and how you are to do what pleases Me!...You better think long and hard on these things little-man....I am not afraid to tie you to that bed again to make Myself clear!....Are you going to need another lesson today young man?"...., "No Mam...no Mam...please...i'll be good...i'll be your good little boy...i promise."....This is where Her beating had reduced me to...a pleading, and sorry, naughty little boy who now needed forgiving....




i know Q left me there...standing in that corner for almost an hour....runny nose....swollen face...i had to pee...my ass felt like it was throbbing in time to my heartbeat...and i just wanted to tell Her i was so sorry...and not because i was punished...but because She was right...i had been so selfish....i did disregard Her wishes...looking down at my penis in it's cage...it did make me think of Her...it did remind me of Her loving Dominance over me...locking my penis away is not about me...even though it does effect me directly...it's about Her wanting to control my body...the one i surrendered to Her...it's about the pleasure She get's from Her power...the thrill She gets from enforcing Her will...Her control over me....and i do love Her controlling me...She does so much for Me....just by Me being willing to put Her first in all things...by Her willing to correct and guide me...She gives a gift far greater than my simple service to Her...Q came to me and hugged me tight...i apologized to Her...i explained that i knew i was in the wrong....i thanked Her for loving me enough...to care about us as a couple to take the time to punish and discipline me...we hugged and kissed some more...then with a sly wink, Q reached down and playfully tugged on my plastic cage...She can be so evil sometimes!




Wednesday, April 13, 2011

i Am Expected To Be Ready







Well...as of last night, Q has kept me locked in chastity for two weeks...there has been lots of teasing...intentional as well as unintentional...lots of serving Her as usual...even a public spanking that totally blew my little mind...as well as my ego!...Lots of wonderful pussy and ass worship has been my honor these past few days as well...Sunday i had in the back of my mind...the idea that it would be "play" day...as our son was away from the house with the grandparents...as it turned out...Q chose this as Her day to relax and chill around the house...just taking a day for Her...and i did everyting i could to make it as pleasant a day as possible for Her....i made sure She didn't have to lift a finger...i was there for everything...and i do mean everything...





Earlier this evening as i was undressing to get in the shower...Q came into the bathroom...still in Her business attire...looking very confident and authoritative...She produced the key to the lock on the CB-6000s and once unlocked...had me remove and clean the cage before i got in the shower...while i washed, Q stood in the doorway to the shower...and watched me soap my body as She smoked Her cigarette...of course i had a raging hardon...and i was careful not to linger too long as i washed my penis and balls...with Her cigg clenched sexily between Her teeth...Q handed me my razor and instructed me to once again shave my crotch...as stubble has grown back since She locked me away....Q has always enjoyed watching me  in the bathroom..shaving in the mirror and bathing in the shower...and She's never been shy about coming in on me  no matter what i'm doing....at anytime She wants....it turns Her on...and add Her Dominant nature to the mix...She gets downright hot!!!





After i had dried off...Q slowly, and deliberately applied lotion to the freshly shaved area around my penis...kneading and squeezing it on my balls as well...the lotion is to prevent razor rash...but Q was having Her fun at my expense with it....my knees were shaking with lust and need as She pretended not to notice the desperate state i was in as She worked more of it on and around my ultra sensitive genitals....She deftly massaged the base of my erection...not stroking it's length...but with a wicked grin She had my erection throbbing with desire...She finished applying the slick lotion with a sharp squeeze to my balls and a final flourish of Her hand the entire length of my hardon....after wiping Her hands...Q held out the cage to me once again and ordered me back inside!...She had to hold Her glass of iced tea to reduce my erection...it refused to cooperate until the ice worked it's magic...and once my flaccid penis was fitted back inside the CB-6000s...Q snapped the tiny lock back into place with an audible click!





Q has hinted that She may do a little more porn surfing tonight for Her photo collection that She wants to share with us here...i enjoy looking at erotic images with Her...even though it can become quite painful while locked in chastity....but Her photo collection is off limits to me until She is ready for me to post them....so...i will work on my blogs a little...while i wait to serve Her in any way She may desire...two weeks in chastity had been the record...but like Q says..."Whose counting?"....She never sets a specific time limit...it's whatever amuses Her at the time...She could very well be in the mood to suck Her husband's dick on any given night!....And/or maybe climb on top for a ride, completely controlling the entire session to Her liking.... Or maybe enjoy making me jerk-off on Her bare feet while She sits on the toilet pissing, and then ordering me to lick off the drops of pee that remain on Her pussy lips...but only after licking my come from Her painted toes....or just as easily...not even consider removing my cage...after all...it's all about Her wants...Her needs...and Her wishes...and i am expected to be ready for whatever those may be....









Saturday, April 9, 2011

Dear Q,


          Dear Q,                   
              i may not always want to do, some of all the things You make me do....
              but i hope You will always make me do, any and everything You want me to!

                                                                        i Love You Dearly,
                                                                                     k








   

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Oh God It Hurts Sometimes

When Q called and asked if i could get away and meet Her for lunch today i got really excited...a nice quiet lunch...just the two of us...no kid...maybe a little late getting back to Her office...almost like a date!...But when She told me where to meet Her...well...there's this little park close to the downtown office district....lots of trees...a winding little road around a picturesque pond...some little secluded places to park...you see...this park is notorious for gay men, as well as some local hetero office workers to slip down to during the day and grab a quickie or two in the backseats of their cars....i wondered what She could be up to...seeing as how i was, and still am...locked up in the CB6000s....


i saw Her car parked in the shade of a couple of large trees...as soon as i pulled in next to Her...Q climbed out of Her car and motioned for me to join Her...She was gorgeous in the outdoors...we embraced and kissed like teenagers for a bit...then She pulled away...held out Her hand and said, "Take off your belt and drop your pants!"...i looked around...nervous and shocked...there was another car parked not too far away though i didn't see anyone in it...Q didn't seem concerned at all as She stood there...one hand on Her hip...the other held out waiting on me to comply..."Remember the rules...anytime...anywhere?"....i did...but out here...by the road?..."I was only going to give you ten good ones...but your up to fifteen now....if you want to try for twenty just fuck around some more!" She said...



Reluctantly i obeyed...i handed her my leather belt...undid my jeans and pushed them and my underwear down around my ankles like i knew She would want them...She stood there smirking at me...as i was naked from the waist down...wearing a chastity device on my penis...and standing right by a public road....i could not believe She was doing this...we have discussed recently, maybe exploring a little public humiliation...i suppose She has made up Her mind!....Q ordered me to turn around and bend over with my ass facing the road..."Grab those ankles little man!" She shouted...and Q dove right in...swinging my belt like a home run champ...by the fourth blow i was beginning to yelp...the next two Q delivered to my tender thighs...damn i never get use to how much that hurts!....it was around the ninth one of those relentless blows that we both heard the sound of an approaching car..."Stay in position!" Q warned....i started to voice my concern that it could be a cop....WHACK!....Q deliberately delivered  an extra hard one exploding across my backside...."I said stay...in...position...bitch!"...WHACK!!!...



i couldn't see due to the fact that i was bent over facing away from the park road...but i heard the vehicle slow and an obviously gay male voice said, "Whew You go Girlfriend!"...."Oh God no..." i moaned..."Please baby...no more...not here!" i begged....Q chuckled and said "Watch this sugar..." WHACK!....WHACK!!....WHACK!!!...three in a row...each one more vicious than the other...but i didn't know which was redder...my bottom or my face...you have no idea how embarrassed i was...You have to visualize a stunning blonde in smart business attire...standing beside a bare-assed man, bent over...holding his ankles...right next to a road in the middle of a downtown park...whipping his ass with his own belt...while some lone gay guy looks on from his car, admiring the view!



i suppose Q kept up with the count...because after another strike from the belt...i heard our voyeur pull off with a beep-beep from his horn...and She told me i could stand and pull up my pants....Q went straight over to my SUV and hopped in the backseat...as i gingerly eased my jeans up over my stinging backside...i watched through the open back door as Q eased Her panties off from under Her skirt...i knew what She wanted and i was eager to serve Her....i pushed the front seat up as far as it would go and crawled between my Wife's open legs...She had worn stockings to work today, and the tops of them contrasted with the bare skin of Her upper thighs and the sight of my Wife's pussy was intoxicating...Q reached down with one hand...and parted Her already moist lips with two fingers....i felt my penis painfully trying to swell within it's cage....
                                                                          


i performed all the tricks with my tongue that Q loves so much...i was drunk on Her scent and lapped at the juices lubricating Her sweet little pussy....i took Her clit between my lips and lightly nibbled and sucked as i slipped two fingers inside Her and fucked Her till She was shaking and moaning in delight...Her thighs squeezed my head like a vise as She road Her orgasms....



Q had to return to work...and before She lit Her "after sex" cigarette and slid into Her own car....She gave me a long, hot, appreciative and loving kiss...She seductively ran Her tongue across Her upper lip, looked me in the eye and said...."Mmmmm...I really do miss the taste of pussy!"....my jaw must have hung open at that declaration as She gave me a sly wink, and put on a show for me as She strutted Her stuff over to Her car....and mouthed the words "I love you" as She drove away....Q had left Her panties in the backseat...(on purpose!?!)...if so...She knew i would be enjoying Her scent as i drove around....and the thought of my Wife at work....those sexy stockings on Her legs...that oh so naked pussy beneath that skirt....Oh God it really hurts sometimes when my penis swells inside it's cage....and i promise you it hurt to sit  on my bottom behind the wheel as well!



i am still amazed as i write this...at how She had the nerve to publicly display Her authority over me in such a way...at how willing She is to make me do the most embarrassing of things on a whim....and what of that comment about, "missing the taste of pussy!"...i know about some times Q has been with Women  long before we were married, but today's comment felt loaded with innuendo....Q is sitting next to me in bed, watching television as i blog this on the laptop....so i spoke of this to Her a few moments ago...She simply answered with a smile, "Baby, I have so many ideas and plans...you just don't know!"

                                                              (Q-twin)            
                                           





 

Monday, April 4, 2011

A Post From KeyholderWife Has Made me Think

i have been thinking about what KeyholderWife said in her post - FemDom Marriage: Delight in a Caged Cock , She states that She gets more interested in sex and sexual things,  knowing that Her husband's penis is locked away in a chastity device!...i find this to be true with Q as well...and to me it seems only natural for Her to do so...Q gets turned on by Her Domination of me...the power She wields....mentally and sexually...it excites Her...it excites me to submit to Her control...and to have not only ownership of...but also to be able to lock up...the very organ that defines a man's sexuality...to place my penis in a locked cage for Her amusement and my torment, only increases Q's already prodigious sex drive...and the reality for us...is that whether i'm locked in my CB-6000s or not....Q can exercise Her right at any time to seek pleasure in the arms of another...and  by Her own admission....knowing Her husband's penis is safely encased in plastic while Her lover is sliding his hard cock into Her again and again drives Her crazy with lust...and turns the level of eroticism involved in cuckolding me up a notch or two...not only does that truly drive home my position of servitude...but that has to just be deliciously  empowering for Q....on a sexual level that i as a submissive will never be fully able to understand!                                            
               



 Even the little mundane...day to day activities of our routine seem to take on an  undercurrent of sexual tension...Q seems to delight in taking just a little longer getting dressed....or fixing Her hair and makeup  in Her underwear...already a favorite activity of mine to witness... Her blouses are lower cut...She stands closer to me...Her hands linger on me longer...She finds Herself kissing me longer...and more often...couple this with what is normally expected of me everyday...the possibility of a good spanking at anytime...the massages and oral worship i have the honor of performing for Her...the wondering...and anticipation of more teasing....or will She release me tonight?...all this feeds a continuous state of desire for Her...because She knows it has me completely under Her spell! 



(Q-twin)
                                                              







Sometimes just the way She lounges around the house can be ultra sexy...a huge turn on for me...and being in chastity, it doesn't take much to tweak my attention and add to my heady frustration...smoking in Her very seductive way...or reading a book all curled up on the couch...having a cocktail, in Her shorts and barefoot out by the pool....talking on the phone to a girl friend, (or a lover!)...all  of these things seem to be aimed at teasing me in my helpless state....though i know it isn't suppose to be about me...in fact...Q may just be going about Her day...and the little things in our lives just take on an aura of sexual Dominance and submission...or is it my imagination?....the very fact that my penis is locked away...unable to even feel my own clothes...is a reminder of my submission...Even the simple act of having to go to the bathroom....every time i need to take a leak...no matter where i'm at....i have to sit like a Woman in order to pee!....That is a reality check every time....and when  we're both at home, Q takes great pleasure in being in the bathroom to tease and humiliate me with this fact as i'm trying to piss through my chastity cage with a little shred of dignity...


                                                   


As i right this...i have been locked in the CB-6000s for six days...Q has given no clue as to when i will be released...She never has kept me caged longer than two weeks before...though that has absolutely no bearing on what She wishes or desires at any given time...last night She gave my balls a really good work out...squeezing and pulling on them as She ground, and rode my face to three very wet and wonderful orgasms...the night before that...i knelt beside our bed...waiting to hold the ashtray for Her...while She brought Herself off, time and again with Her little Pocket Rocket vibrator...as She was quite horny from searching for photos on the laptop to have me post on the blogs....i do not know what She has in store for tonight....perhaps She doesn't either....and that is what's so damn hot about being locked away....the not knowing...the fact that it's really none of my business what She thinks or wants...that is until She makes it clear exactly what She expects from me...or what She wants to do to me...or even...what She wants to do without me!...And that is also what is so frustrating, and sometimes painful for me....my penis is straining inside it's cage now as i think about it all!....and that...i believe...is just one more thing that turns Her on!