Q spent most of the remainder of the evening surfing porn again...presumably saving photos She finds erotic...ones She may want me to post...but last night i was not invited to share the experience with Her...me and my throbbing backside remained on the floor beside our bed...there to respond whenever She needed a cigarette...or whatever...no foot massages...no cleaning Her pussy after pissing....no cunnilingus when She was done viewing the porn...nothing but just being there...i was allowed to watch as Q masturbated Herself to a satisfying orgasm...though She seemed oblivious to my presence at all...
i was allowed to post a few photos i had saved to my other blog before turning in for the night...and this morning...i write this with a very, very sore...pink and purple striped backside...(Valentine's Day colors?)...
Baby, i am very sorry...i realize that i should never have placed expectations on you...especially ones concerning what i would like you to do to/for me...i have been reminded by You...that i may...as Your slave/husband...harbor hopes for your gracious attentions...but my expectations are to be focused on myself...on how may i expect to better serve You...i am sorry...not just because of the punishments...but because i have disappointed You...i will strive to be less selfish, and more giving...how may i make this up to You my Queen...how may i make this a wonderful Valentine's Day for you?....
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